Valdís
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please don't go i love you so ○ Appendix Quarter x Paso fino x Medium draft mutt ○ Thick, dense, muscular ○ Black with bird catcher spots ○ Eyeless, eyes are surrounded by severe scarring ○ Wings are too small and misshapen for flight |
please don't go i love you so ○ Has major trust issues ○ Has severe anxiety ○ Hates everyone ○ Blunt ○ Sarcastic ○ Can be very condescending ○ Cynical ○ Selfish ○ Deals with BPD In detail
As a result of her paranoid mother's sorrowful attempt of raising her and her disabilities, Valdís struggles to trust. She has been told time and time again by her mother that she can't trust anyone, not even her her, that in time she too will find a way to ruin Valdís, to which she has. These ideas go on to plague Valdís until she's skeptical of everyone and everything, unable to believe someone would do something for someone other than themselves. So Val has come to try and flip the scales, and uses others for her own selfish reasons as though if she beats them to the punch they can't hurt her at all.
Valdís is extremely unpredictable, she may in one moment act like a scared child, and then she is lashing out, a caged animal. She can go from patient and reserved to prepared to jump whoever is within her vicinity. She may one moment appreciate her family wholly, and the next believe they're cruelly judging her behind her back, and she can never quite find a stable relationship with them. Valdís will not admit that her mother is the one who mutilated her, keeping quiet and holding the secret safe despite the comments and questions that assault her. She feels that it's her responsibility to make sure it's never known who (or what) mangled her, Being blind gives Valdís a very distorted perspective on herself and the world, especially with the recent return to the dark, she is losing memory of what other's looked like, of the pieces of herself she could catch glimpses of by turning her head. She thinks she is hideous, from what other's have said, ranging from her own mother to her brother and beyond, she is so wholly sure she is visibly atrocious. Valdís has trouble remaining entirely present, and frequently gravitates away from reality, sometimes blurring the lines between her paranoid concepts and reality, leaving her troubled and feeling threatened and confused. Val is extremely depressed and distant, please be careful reading her posts as there's a lot of death mention and thoughts of suicide as well as implications of self harm. |
please don't go i love you so Magic
○ offensive; flesh rots in her presence, causing severe pain, minor muscle atrophy and blistering Items
○ vanity; withered flower crown with bone thorns and a black veil that makes her smell of rotting flesh ○ Half a rib from her grandmother's corpse, woven into her mane ○ Seele's red braid with a piece of her horn interwoven, worn at her withers ○ Seele's cracked glass heart, filled with iridescent liquid, worn in her tail Head cannons
○ born tallsun, year 7 ○ is probably panicking 22/7 and is sleeping for those 2 remaining hours ○ will not hesitate to bite off your head ○ due to the damage her eyes/sockets sustained, she cannot cry ○ hates hot/sunny weather bc of her black coat, also made her wounds smelly as a child ○ speaks fluent Hungarian courtesy of Volterra, speaks German and Italian from Amara's alters ○ often reverts to Hungarian in times of stress, or naturally, as val has settled into speaking it more than the common language ○ a very uneasy sleeper, can never sleep the whole night through ○ unstable eating pattern, may go varying lengths without food before finally succumbing to hunger Names
Val has given nicknames to a select number of individuals for varying reasons, ○ Saoirse - bőgőmasina, crybaby ○ Erthë - sertés, swine |
Threadlog 5 threads |
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Subject | Location | Participants | Last Post |
how the end always is | The Portal | Sikeax, Rift Presence, Valdís, Bellanaris |
08-16-2017 by Bellanaris |
The first secret | Rainforest Cliffs | Erthë, Valdís |
08-13-2017 by Valdís |
HEATHENS | Rainforest Cliffs | Saoirse, Valdís |
07-29-2017 by Valdís |
is anybody out there | Rainforest Cliffs | Vinati, Savera, Valdís, Otem, Neaera |
07-27-2017 by Valdís |
here lies the abyss | The Portal | Rift Presence, Volterra, Tyrath, Vulkán, Otem, Kid, Phobos, Astarot, Vezér, Victorina, Sabre, Varuna, Valdís |
07-16-2017 by Otem |
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