the missing parts of me

P A T R I C K There was much he did not see, much knowledge he should have and does not.  He missed the birth of his half brother, missed the return of his mother, missed the death of nearly all the family he knew and some he should have known.  Because Kaos was not content with simply killing there were not even corpses remaining to tell the story.  So, Patrick does not know what horror he left his twin to witness alone in his absence... *** *** *** I don't know what put it into my head, but one day in the middle of our second year I got the bright idea to go looking for our mother again.  It wasn't because I didn't believe Pop had tried hard enough but rather that I was restless and felt I needed a reason to go wandering though I never had before.  I can't remember if I told Pop or Kho, being me I probably didn't.  For some reason, I did stop to collect my treasures, the shimmering gold medallion (sun amulet) and my glittering string of diamonds (item).  If Pop or Kho did happen to see me, they probably thought I was running away. Anyway, off I went and I wasn't exactly quick about it.  Eventually, I got to the place where I would be able to leave Helovia, as I thought I wanted, but got as far as standing right at that border only to find that I couldn't go on.  So, I learned that even my inclinations towards adventure have limits.  I was left wondering what to do next because I certainly could not go back to the Dragon's Throat, having left to accomplish something important that I ended up not even trying to do properly... The young man stood gazing off into the mists beyond Helovia for some time before turning his back and heading further north instead.  Maybe he thought he would find old acquaintances, or maybe he hoped that the one he searched for hadn't gone so far afield after all.  He wandered through the colder lands, stopping to examine interesting things here and there along the way.  When he came at last to the Basin he found it in an up roar.  He was unable to pick any of his friends out in the chaos, but he chased after the mob that exited the place anyway.  Perhaps the general feeling of panic was spreading even to this hard-headed youth. All he knew after that was running and running and running and still he arrived at the Deadlands long after everyone else.  There before him was the alien portal and by this time he could no longer think of any reason not to leave despite the wrongness of the situation and everything surrounding it.   Through he came… On the other side of the portal, he lands awkwardly, back legs skidding around to his left and front hooves scrambling for purchase.  He does manage to keep from going down, if barely, and moves a few body lengths away from his landing place to look about at the misty forest with it’s unnatural looking trees.  Here and there are disembodied eyes that seem to peer menacingly at him.  He shivers every time he meets a staring, yellow, gaze but he does not flee. "Where...?" will you help me find myself?

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Helovia Transfer
link to SWP participation: did not participate in final SWP
Magics: none yet
Enchanted items: none
Rift-god / Kaos items: none
Amulets: 1 sun amulet
Companion/s: none yet
Mutations: from Helovia - born with ability to bond with 2 companions
Species change (if applicable): n/a
Requests: Please don't remove anything from his current design (if possible).  I don't mind additions though.

Joining with the following normal items:
Jewelry | Diamond orbs on a string (from his Helovia Items)